#thoughts

a series of choices

I’ve been thinking about fate a lot lately. I’m not sure if I have enough faith to believe in a destiny controlled by a higher power....

Becca Carroll

Jan 5, 20202 min read

A grandiose bed in the middle of the living room, left no space for anything except the elephant of death and all the tubes and...

Becca Carroll

May 28, 20191 min read

what happened your love for me was supposed to be strong and unwavering you were the last leaf on the tree before winter and the breeze...

Becca Carroll

Mar 5, 20181 min read

once I asked you, "do you think we are too similar?" you replied, "sometimes I think we are too different and too similar all at once."...

Becca Carroll

Dec 23, 20171 min read

my heart beat in your hands I begged silently "be gentle" blood dripped slowly down your wrists and rushed as your grip tightened on my...

Becca Carroll

Dec 23, 20171 min read

A Snapchat notification popped up on my phone and when I glanced at it, I saw the time. It was 3:23 AM. Why am I always up so late? I was...

Becca Carroll

Dec 30, 20163 min read

It’s the afternoon of my last day in Dublin and I’m sitting at the airport drinking a Guinness and life is so so good in all the...

Becca Carroll

Dec 17, 20168 min read

“Life is made up of a collection of moments that are not ours to keep. The pain we encounter throughout our days spent on this earth...

Becca Carroll

Nov 13, 20163 min read

all in or all out the feelings are all consuming or there is a numb vacancy where my heart is supposed to be I will smoke a pack a day...

Becca Carroll

Nov 8, 20161 min read